HEY!!!!!!!!!!!

wow...i know i've been AWOL for a bit...too many things going on!! I have had a rollercoaster couple of weeks tho..had my birthday and it was definetly the most fun i have had in a while...so many presents and even weeks after im still getting them, I feel so loved!!....but then i had a health scare a few days later...i have been in and out of hospital and hooked up 2 all those machines i only ever saw in ER....thank God im ok now but i have 2 rest for a loooooooooooooooooong time...so no work( which is wonderful) and more time to fuel my addictions....blogging,facebook and junk food!!!

Anyway id be back soon wit a full update...till then xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

The weirdness of me!

So im finally out of my depressing funk.....i was having a bad week as u can tell by my previous post....Anyhoo..whats new abi? my birthday's coming up and im planning a fabulous day out....no slaving over a hot stove for me this year, only for some annoying ,mo gbo mo branch ,pple 2 come and eat my food without getting me a gift!!! Hell no...even a card would have been okay sef...at least it'd show you have shame! lol.


Anyway sha, this week has been so much better and finally the rains have started in Lagos and Im so excited...weird rite....well firstly the place has been so hot that my babe status has been dimishing ,especially wit the fact that my fabulous face melts as soon as i step out the house...so not cool....and how much of a babe can u be when you are sweating like a christmas goat...ewwwww.

Secondly u know how rain in Naija is...dark, thundery and lovely when you are stuck at home under a blanket.......aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i want a man o, just imagine the possibilities!!

Talking about men sef...i just remembered some experiences i've had...some good, some bad and some downright weird....i swear there are as much crazies in naija as abound in other nationalities o...


I can remember one dude i dated a while back(rebound guy...u know the one who makes u feel like ur like beyonce...worships d ground u walk on and all tht crap...but hell no are u taking him out in public...yeah i know im bad...abeg im human jo...who knows wat crap one mumu is yarning about me 2)....anyway it was all cool till he decided it was the day o...u know 2 do the deed....and i just couldn't he tried every lyric in the book and i tried every excuse in the world...anyway when the guy realise no way sha...thats how he just stripped o...started wanking himself!!!! I couldnt believe it...every few seconds he'd ask me 2 moan and say his name.....(strange)...

....the whole scene was the weirdest thing in the world...cured my need for a rebound guy as soon as i could leg it out of there....everytime i think of the dude i just laugh @ myself...( wait o...am i the only one who thinks its weird...maybe im the weirdo...lol).


At least all the MFM prayers have worked, and crazies have all but vanished from my life...just in case tho i carry my cross and holy water around...Get thee behind me psychos!!!


I finally met a sane one, but now he's gone so far away and from my experience long distance relationships are a bitch!!But im determined to try cos he's just so cool, nice, sweet....OMG!!

Met him through the funniest circumstances possible....will tell the story about that later
He's nice, funny and i can be myself with him
I can be as razz as i want to....
...and as stoosh as i care to...it doesnt matter.

I can call him 100 times a day and not feel like a stalker…..he'd always have time to talk.
He thinks my weirdness is cool

He doesnt mind if i put on weight, he thinks it'll make me womanly and sexy!!...and considerin how much i eat i know thats inevitable (Im always wary if a guy says he likes how slim i am...its only a matter of time im sure)
He respects my moral side...even when he doesnt understand
He's down with my freaky side....and doesnt judge my mistakes

I like him....a lot...which just means Im gonna find a reason to mess it up...v soon!!

I'm so tired

Im tired of you

Im tired of being the nice one

Im tired of being the perfect daughter

Im tired of being the perfect sister

Im tired of being the perfect friend

Im tired of always listening, who is listening to me??

Im tired of hearing your mum is bad

Im tired of hearing im leaving your dad

How did y'all get together when i wasn't even born?

Im tired of always saying yes

Im tired of you not asking if im ok, is it because Im smiling..

Yeah Im tired of that too....smiling that is,

It makes you think im happy? Well Im not

Im tired of saying nothing just to make you happy

Im tired of keeping the peace

Im tired of trying

Im tired! tired! tired!

I just wanna be me...

Is that too much to ask??

I need to sleep now...Im so tired!